Sleepy Head.
Oh how i miss my sleep, ever since you left, it has Gone away from me,
Like a floating mist on an endless sea, so does sleep flee,
Oh how i miss my sleep, ever since you left me,
I’ve been trying to close my eyes, to count the fleeting sheep that pass by,
But the sheep run over the hills, and at 3:30 In the morning I’m chasing them still.
Oh sleep where have you gone, seriously have i done something wrong,
Maybe i deserve to wake with red eyes, not the misty white like the clouds of the sky,
Maybe there is more to why you left me, hopefully its a faze that ends so soon,
because I’m tired, and still in the middle of school, there you can find me trying to snooze,
Oh sleep, sweet sleep, where have you gone,
Oh please, please, don’t leave me for long.
Its for you:)
The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions—the little soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitessimals of pleasurable thought and genial feeling.
Thank You:)
You have brought me to life,and made me the man I never thought I could be.
I just want to say thank you.
thank you<3
Is This Really Me
Hey everyone, I haven’t been on here in forever, Let me just get to what I’m talking about. When I was a little Kid and I saw my mom and dad fight or boyfriends and girlfriends fight I always said I’d never do that to my girlfriend or wife when i get married. I said I would always be there for her and make sure she was okay ha how easy it was to say that at that young age. I have had a girlfriend for a long time and at first it was easy and all, we got along you know and jank for like the first five months. But then all of a sudden we started having problems and I have to admit it was mostly my fault and all. I can be real mean sometimes and I don’t even know it, after we would fight I’d just sit outside and be like this cant be me. I’m supposed to be there for her and care not be hurting her like i do. I don”t try to be like that never have, I’m a kind person at heart and I know it I know i can be better for her. I even wonder maybe do i deserve a girlfriend that I cant keep happy you know and just make problems for with stupid decisions. All I know is this Isn’t who I want to be, I’m lost and confused, can this really be me?
:)
There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will.
MY BABY :)
Hey love I just want to say that i had an amazing time with you last night, i was so happy to see you. Whenever you come around its like a whiff of fresh air, and i feel so at ease. I love your sense of fun when your around, making me do crazy things for your amusement because you know i will. I am going to miss you so much babe, i will be thinking of you all the time. When I’m smacking mosquitoes, I’ll be thinking of you smacking me that day that i made you angry. When I’m opening up to read my Bible i will feel so comfortable knowing you are doing the same. When i lay in my tent cold and alone I’ll know your looking at the same moon I am and thinking of me as I am of you. I love you Christi, I cant wait to come back and be with you.
I always believed that my love was right, until i knew my loved ones fight
I feel so dirty, unkept and a mess, I cant believe i thought my love was the best,
A warning to the one i love, keep your eyes on God above,
For I’ll never be quite what i want to be, and I’m definitely not what you see,
I’m dark cold and lonely man, not sure if this is his plan,
I think you were right to be afraid of my love or even afraid to show it,
For some people aren’t ready for it, maybe we just weren’t,
I know that my heart freezes,but i know for a fact,
Do not awaken love until it pleases. -JONJAY
Your The Girl That Ive Been Dreaming Of Ever Since I Was A LIttle Boy.
If there was ever girl that made me laugh and feel like i was a king, and sometimes i think maybe I was the one who was swepped off my feet. I sit many a days wishing I could see her so I find my self creeping and looking through her pictures, If there ever was a girl that made me feel warm inside and so light that I felt that I could fly,she tries to cheer me when my heart needs healing or when Im being a really bad meany. I never thought Id meet a girl like this who loves me and cares no matter what I do but then when Im crude says I will CUT YOU. She was the prettiest girl I ever saw, When I went to church in the city of Nassau. She had brunette hair that my little eyes were not meant to bear and when she holds my hand I fear I begin to sweat and my heart beats faster than it should, But what do you do when she lays her head on your chest its like heaven above and you know you just cant resist. My love for her is like something incomparable, and I feel quite terrible when I look in her eyes wondering If Ill ever truly have her or what her future holds and hides, But one thing is for sure and one thing No one can beat, Is the the plain and simple truth that Christi Lester Is Such A BEAUTY:) and I’m hers and she’s is mine:)
Jesus Was Human Just As We Are
Some people make me so mad when they say no Jesus wasn’t human he was God so of course he could not sin, bear the pain on the cross, let others curse him,and fasted for forty days. Well I have something to tell you people who think that and its plain and simple and its the truth. Jesus was God Of course but he was also totally human he faced the same challenges we face today, the only difference is Jesus depended on God and Not man. When he was tempted on the mountain by satin he used Bible verses he didn’t hmmmmm compromise or stutter like a little kid and gooooo oh that is sooooo tempting to rule the whole world oh I know its wrong but its right there I can almost touch it but I cant satin thanks but i cant. Noooooooo of course not he says get behind me satin, you know how much easier life would be for you if you could just say those few words GET BEHIND ME SATIN man and then throw a couple of Bible verses in his face ya know hit him where it hurts don’t always be defending. God gave us the sword of the spirit not just so we could defend but so we could attack the enemy with His words. Another way Jesus was human he when he was going to be crucified he Actually sweat beads of blood I don’t know if you know this but you can actually do that from so much sorrow and stress you can sweat blood. He cries out my God my God why have you forsaken me, But then he realized something all the pain he would bear all the suffering was to save us and so that one day we would have an everlasting place with him. He then says Lord not my will but your will be done. I love that NOT MY WILL BUT YOUR WILL BE DONE. So the plain and simple truth is Jesus was human he just made the right choices and why because he relied on God and every word of the Bible. Psalms 119:11 says your word I have hidden in my heart so that I might not sin against you, You see Jesus was human the only difference was he hid Gods word in Hid heart ever since he was a little boy and he relied on God. There needs to come a point in your life when you stop ruling it and say Not my will Lord But your will be done, and when you are tempted say GET BEHIND ME SATIN.
NOT MY WILL BUT YOUR WILL BE DONE:)
